why this is happen??

First of all....i just wanna tell you all that i am very disapointed with the all the news....an d i have heard about the PPSMI that had been cancel in our education...why this is happening??the science and mathematics in english is good enough for student to learning...now world had be more advanced.everything needed to be taught and learn in english..even when you out to the town.,we need to use english to define and talking...Do we heard scientific named in malay...or chinese...or any of native language???No!!so, why always changed our position and chances...english in our life can change the way you are....learning in english is a plus for you...because one day you will went outside of your recent place and walking to new environment which needs you to speak in english...when you went to your university also..we had to use english as a main language....so why not we started from learning english from child....OK...but for me if malaysian government had changed their mind and cancelled the PPSMI...i rather put my kids in english school for them....it is a bright future for them!!

Not only that, why should they wanna banned the use of condom and alcohol???ok im talking like this because they make no sense about this....we are living in multicultural country which have diversity of religion and natives...why does they speak like they are only one native human living in this country....ok condom use for having a safe sex..for family planning also...why dont we think in this positive ways....???this is for the healthcare..so is it wrong for preventing HIV /AIDs???is it??NO!!!!why think narrow minded?be open minded........

ALSO the Beyonce concert...its been cancelled again ...why????is it about her sexy dresses??so why not we banned the TV show and Everything in our country.....For sake of this ,they make the things getting bigger...is it wrong for her to perform in this country like they wanna do??so for me......malaysian people had been open minded on this era....so dont think that we were stupid....STOP to be like this...!!! we also have rights....WHY WE FEEL LIKE WE DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO SPEAK???!

today....

today classes are getting more interesting as my lecturer mr nizam taught us about american film and culture...this semester , i want to do better..i do not want to give up..i just want to have a greater marks ...i want to feat my self to get the best score...i do not want to left behind.....sharm keep it to yourself....i am with u.....shuemiela with u.....someone is with you to support you...
i feel bad if i did not get the good result......

my precious life with my cat

i live my happy moment with my very beautiful cat...he was so cute and always be with me whenever i went out to the garden..he was so tamed and it also give me smile when he play outside my house..every morning it will make me to wake up in the very early dawn.it will be follow my mom going out to jogging and helping me to catch all the prey inside my house...but why God took him away...i just want him to live with me until i grew older...but why this accident took him away...now i do not have any pets like him..his the one was apple of my eye...i missed him so much...i cant touch him anymore...i cant play with him anymore..and i cant sleep with him any more...i love my cat very much...i could not find any cat who can replace him in my heart as he was left h footprint and memories through out his life with me.i miss u shomel...i miss u..i dont want to be the broken-hearted girl..may u Rest In Peace....