hari raya2

my first hari raya was good enuf but there was a least visitor to our house as it was heavy raining...i was sleep...then going to someone house..i wa boring stick at home...huhu...im eating heavily and happily..throwing in some ftire crackerz...make eldery people angry..hahahaha
i miss my past time ...

my hari raya...

first i arrived at bintulu...i was soo exhausted.i was so happy to going back to sarawak for hari raya celebration..i can feel the spirit of "balik kampung"..then on the way back to sarawak..i was fortunately meet my ex schoolmate and my college mate...they were so happy and i chat a lot with them..when the airasia flight arrived at bintulu airport...my aunti kam was waiting for me to take me back to mukah...on the way back to mukah it was a slightly raining..i can see green forest and the fresh air oif borneo rainforest...but half of the way i felt asleep..hahaha....then at 4pm i arrived at mukah..we straighly going to mukah bazaar to buy something to feast our family....seems to be good...yummy food are everywher..i say to my cousin i wanna cut my hair but she refused to follow me...whats the life!??she looo lazy thats why she not gonna fit in my life...and my brother was at home...my auntie was busy cooking rendang and everything because we are preparing for hari ray tomorow...ahahah...i was sooo excited....then everybody seems make themself busy...that night after iftar,i had to wash the house...clean up the house and lend some hand...aftr 11 i was felt asleep...i going sleep soundly..

next day..i woke up very late...clean my self..the other people are busy going to mosque for offer praying...im at home prepare the flower for visiting the grave...i wore blue green kurung...we going to ask for a forgiveness to everybody...and then visiting everybody.....it was heavy raining after we going back to home..then i sleep soundly as i was too tired.....FIN

Fun TYME bEf0re CaLcuLus ExAm!!

yesterday ...im having a great time at aini house...playing with the cat and also revise n do the practice together for the calculus exam...it was fun..i didnt had to squeeze my head like a sponge before.hahaha....and i also start to make a serious joking with mr pouya..hahah..heheh...now he know who i am..because i want to know what is the best for me..last time im having a hard time to find a boyfriend..now i grab the chance n never let it go...!!hmmm...the next morning i went to college..im just having 3 hours sleep and it makes me become lazy..we use rapid...thank God!!the rapid came when we all just a few walk from the bus stand..hehehe...n when i arrive the class..i just open the door and choose the place for me and sit...i answer the exam paper proudly and happily...but im afraid that i will have bad results....im so scared!!!and my auntie called me!!she ask me to buy gardenia roti for them..heheheh...and i was so happy..they know about my relationship with mr pouya azyzam......

my DreAm wEddinG Pr0p0sal

he will propose me when im wake up in the morning.when i woke up.on my bed there is a

lot of petals of thousands roses...all around me completely a red roses..then there is a

pathway...my favourite book was put in each post..everytime i open my book one by

one..there was a clue....one clue lead to another clue...when i reach the point...there

was a garden that i can smell the scent...n happiness..when i walked the most wonderful

big flower decor was infront of me...with the banner "would u marry me"....and the cats

are beside the rings...i hope my lover will have some plan...

SMILEY LONELY LITTLE GIRL

im livin inide this pity girls

she was unhappy with her life

everybody talking about her

inside her heart she does not want to be like that

every way she talk , she feel unsecure

someone going to talk back about her

since she was surround with a good friend, luxury and beauty

she still lost something

inside her tiny heart

there was empty.............

love was gone away...

she still want to have it

she wants the guy that could love her till the end..

she wants to living in her happy life

till now she is crying...

my life..

i was very delightfull to have my new love..this world are really fair as i found someone that did really love me...