meeting with in law

damn.....i was meeting with my in law and i do some mistake...God!!owh plz help me...i cooked some food for them...and im afraid that they dont like me.....help me....i really love my husband...i want to be with him forever.....

ONLINE SOCIAL NETWORK NOT FOR A DATE!!

i HATE to say that some of my husband friends say that im going to flirt them when i request for the friends on facebook...he totally accuse me for this thing...i swear to God that i dont have any intention to flirt or having online date on internet...HELLO!!!im married...his friends are totally insane and accuse someone for no reason...i know they are closed minded type of person,...then???why they ask my husband like that..they think im stupid to be a backstabber of my husband....so SORRY to hear that....RUMOURS are not very precise information....just ask the real person to have the real information...HMmmmmmmmm....men are likely to be a gossiper...so i called them GOSSIp BOYS!!hahahaha

my innocent life

*our relationship cannot be broken...frens forever*

my time with u all at the beach...i want to go to those times..i missed soo much!!

~sometimes~

he always makes me angry
he doesn't understand me
then when we argue he always wanna win
he doesn't know what it is the truth
when i joke wif him,he will say he hates my joke becoz i joke too much
when he was making a joke
,he will definitely make me crying because his joking was sooo terrible.
he doesnt know how to be romantic
he dont know how to treat me as his fiance
yet he controlled me and avoid me from having chat with my male frens and his frens

Let our trust, not our past disappointments shape the future of our love

bila terasa sunyi........

pada ketika itulah...ak membawa hati yang lara ke pelosok bukit jalil dan kuala

lumpur....tiada sesiapa yang menemani ........ak taw jiwa kosong sprt ak tiada

tempat di sisi ibu kota yang buzzy....ak taw tatkala ak pulang...ari pon sudah

malam....ak terasa penat lalu menhempapkan diriku ke bantal yang tidak empok bersama

teddy bear yang sudah busuk...ak tidur keseorangan......lalu diulit mimpi yang

ngeri..ak maw hidup ceria kembali seperti fajar menjelma dikala pagi hari....ak taw

ak lapar kadang2 jua...tp masakn ibu ku masih terngiang2 di telinga...ak tiada duit

tok diblanjakan makan minum ku..ak taw ak insan yang tidak sempurna makan

minumnya....ak maw hidup sempurna dimuka bumi nie....owh tuhan tolonglah kembalikan

semangat ku ini untuk meneruskan perjuangan hidupku yang agak berliku-liku..pabila

hujan di pipiku..tiada siapa yang dapat mendngar tangisan jiwa ku nie..

my best holiday ever

why this is happen??

First of all....i just wanna tell you all that i am very disapointed with the all the news....an d i have heard about the PPSMI that had been cancel in our education...why this is happening??the science and mathematics in english is good enough for student to learning...now world had be more advanced.everything needed to be taught and learn in english..even when you out to the town.,we need to use english to define and talking...Do we heard scientific named in malay...or chinese...or any of native language???No!!so, why always changed our position and chances...english in our life can change the way you are....learning in english is a plus for you...because one day you will went outside of your recent place and walking to new environment which needs you to speak in english...when you went to your university also..we had to use english as a main language....so why not we started from learning english from child....OK...but for me if malaysian government had changed their mind and cancelled the PPSMI...i rather put my kids in english school for them....it is a bright future for them!!

Not only that, why should they wanna banned the use of condom and alcohol???ok im talking like this because they make no sense about this....we are living in multicultural country which have diversity of religion and natives...why does they speak like they are only one native human living in this country....ok condom use for having a safe sex..for family planning also...why dont we think in this positive ways....???this is for the healthcare..so is it wrong for preventing HIV /AIDs???is it??NO!!!!why think narrow minded?be open minded........

ALSO the Beyonce concert...its been cancelled again ...why????is it about her sexy dresses??so why not we banned the TV show and Everything in our country.....For sake of this ,they make the things getting bigger...is it wrong for her to perform in this country like they wanna do??so for me......malaysian people had been open minded on this era....so dont think that we were stupid....STOP to be like this...!!! we also have rights....WHY WE FEEL LIKE WE DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO SPEAK???!

today....

today classes are getting more interesting as my lecturer mr nizam taught us about american film and culture...this semester , i want to do better..i do not want to give up..i just want to have a greater marks ...i want to feat my self to get the best score...i do not want to left behind.....sharm keep it to yourself....i am with u.....shuemiela with u.....someone is with you to support you...
i feel bad if i did not get the good result......

my precious life with my cat

i live my happy moment with my very beautiful cat...he was so cute and always be with me whenever i went out to the garden..he was so tamed and it also give me smile when he play outside my house..every morning it will make me to wake up in the very early dawn.it will be follow my mom going out to jogging and helping me to catch all the prey inside my house...but why God took him away...i just want him to live with me until i grew older...but why this accident took him away...now i do not have any pets like him..his the one was apple of my eye...i missed him so much...i cant touch him anymore...i cant play with him anymore..and i cant sleep with him any more...i love my cat very much...i could not find any cat who can replace him in my heart as he was left h footprint and memories through out his life with me.i miss u shomel...i miss u..i dont want to be the broken-hearted girl..may u Rest In Peace....

hari raya2

my first hari raya was good enuf but there was a least visitor to our house as it was heavy raining...i was sleep...then going to someone house..i wa boring stick at home...huhu...im eating heavily and happily..throwing in some ftire crackerz...make eldery people angry..hahahaha
i miss my past time ...

my hari raya...

first i arrived at bintulu...i was soo exhausted.i was so happy to going back to sarawak for hari raya celebration..i can feel the spirit of "balik kampung"..then on the way back to sarawak..i was fortunately meet my ex schoolmate and my college mate...they were so happy and i chat a lot with them..when the airasia flight arrived at bintulu airport...my aunti kam was waiting for me to take me back to mukah...on the way back to mukah it was a slightly raining..i can see green forest and the fresh air oif borneo rainforest...but half of the way i felt asleep..hahaha....then at 4pm i arrived at mukah..we straighly going to mukah bazaar to buy something to feast our family....seems to be good...yummy food are everywher..i say to my cousin i wanna cut my hair but she refused to follow me...whats the life!??she looo lazy thats why she not gonna fit in my life...and my brother was at home...my auntie was busy cooking rendang and everything because we are preparing for hari ray tomorow...ahahah...i was sooo excited....then everybody seems make themself busy...that night after iftar,i had to wash the house...clean up the house and lend some hand...aftr 11 i was felt asleep...i going sleep soundly..

next day..i woke up very late...clean my self..the other people are busy going to mosque for offer praying...im at home prepare the flower for visiting the grave...i wore blue green kurung...we going to ask for a forgiveness to everybody...and then visiting everybody.....it was heavy raining after we going back to home..then i sleep soundly as i was too tired.....FIN

Fun TYME bEf0re CaLcuLus ExAm!!

yesterday ...im having a great time at aini house...playing with the cat and also revise n do the practice together for the calculus exam...it was fun..i didnt had to squeeze my head like a sponge before.hahaha....and i also start to make a serious joking with mr pouya..hahah..heheh...now he know who i am..because i want to know what is the best for me..last time im having a hard time to find a boyfriend..now i grab the chance n never let it go...!!hmmm...the next morning i went to college..im just having 3 hours sleep and it makes me become lazy..we use rapid...thank God!!the rapid came when we all just a few walk from the bus stand..hehehe...n when i arrive the class..i just open the door and choose the place for me and sit...i answer the exam paper proudly and happily...but im afraid that i will have bad results....im so scared!!!and my auntie called me!!she ask me to buy gardenia roti for them..heheheh...and i was so happy..they know about my relationship with mr pouya azyzam......

my DreAm wEddinG Pr0p0sal

he will propose me when im wake up in the morning.when i woke up.on my bed there is a

lot of petals of thousands roses...all around me completely a red roses..then there is a

pathway...my favourite book was put in each post..everytime i open my book one by

one..there was a clue....one clue lead to another clue...when i reach the point...there

was a garden that i can smell the scent...n happiness..when i walked the most wonderful

big flower decor was infront of me...with the banner "would u marry me"....and the cats

are beside the rings...i hope my lover will have some plan...

SMILEY LONELY LITTLE GIRL

im livin inide this pity girls

she was unhappy with her life

everybody talking about her

inside her heart she does not want to be like that

every way she talk , she feel unsecure

someone going to talk back about her

since she was surround with a good friend, luxury and beauty

she still lost something

inside her tiny heart

there was empty.............

love was gone away...

she still want to have it

she wants the guy that could love her till the end..

she wants to living in her happy life

till now she is crying...

my life..

i was very delightfull to have my new love..this world are really fair as i found someone that did really love me...

ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT 105

Is it women cheat guy more than guy do?


Women have their own power when comes to rule the world. As we can see now, women have their own right to have their own position and law. But do women have their own right to choose or to dumped a guy. As the world involve in the evolution, gender also undergo this situation much more than environment. We can see that women do all the job that men in the past time do like example, they earn and support the source of money for the family. They don’t even work as a housewives like the past time do. They are more prone busy with their own career and have to take care the family as well. From this point, we can conclude that women had taken over the man throne and the sexuality had changed. Not only that, women nowadays are most likely to involving in infidelity more than guys do. But why does this happening? Why do the women seeks another love affair instead to be the faithful to their partner. This had been questioning into my mind each time to see the women had cheated their partner and always change their partner from time to time. So we had to find out why it’s happening. From this topic , i do agree with "is it women cheat guy more than guy do?".

This situation was happening to be in the Maya life's. She involves infidelity even tough she had a good looking, well renowned, rich and much matured boyfriend. Why Maya cheat his partner??She knows that she is not single. She excited to having affairs with the new hunks that she met in the office or in the social party. She expected to be the faithful girlfriend for his boyfriend. She admitted that she completely self indulgent with this kind of stuff and sometimes it might change the way she feel ,betray her boyfriend's trust and end up hurting both of them. Instead to stop, she like to fantasy about what she like to do every night.

Studies show that people who have a higher education, income, and that girl in higher socio-economic groups are more twice likely to have been unfaithful, compared with women on low salaries. The reasons why this is happening are they have more ample time to spare time with their partner on the weekend at their favorite places. In addition, they were willing to enjoy their time with the other guys and away from their boyfriends. They are very happy to went out with somebody that could make them happy and understand the way they think of and that could be the one whom spending the laughter and joy of the day. The girl with the higher education often has their chances to be cheaters while her partner does not have the same level with her. From the opportunities that she has, she will take a deep step to seek a new guys to help them in studies or to be the emotional support instead to be spend around with their boyfriend's. Not only that , She might be need a financial support from the guys. Maybe the guys could help them to support them when out to somewhere else. Research by Dr.Joyce Hamilton Bern, a Clinical psychologist said that "when Guy cheat, it usually not an indication that they are unhappy in their marriages. Guy sometimes cheat when they see women who is attractive and appears to be interested and even tough there is nothing lacking in their relationship, they initiate affairs anyway. On the other hand, Women cheat when relationship is not fulfilling and already in trouble. They had been cheated because being neglected or partners are unfaithful".

Loneliness is one of the factors that make the girl doing the infidelity. She might cause by the unsatisfactory relationships which is their partner does not giving them the emotionally fulfilling. She feel not deserves in relationship and find attention from outside their relationship. Sometimes guys are busy with their work and not have ample time to spend with their girl. They are not lavishing much time to be together and communicate. Suppose to be the guys had to search their space time to communicate and share their truth feeling. When the guys are busy with their jobs and hobby, They will used up their all energy and get tired. In consequences, when they came to their girls they will not have any joy and smile on their face as they are tired. From that point, the girls will have a negative thinking about their partner and thought they were having girls behind their back. Lastly this problems will drag the girls to having affairs.

Revenge was one of the cause that stir the problems. A girl whom had been extremely hurt by their partner actions will seek the way to hurt them in the same way. Folksy bit of wisdom declares that "hell hath no fury like a women scorned" From probably had its origin in broken relationship resulting from guys infidelity. When women found out that their guy having another relationship, getting bored with the relationship, neglect their needs, or arrive late with the lipstick stick to their clothes, it brings out the very worst in her. Especially if she devoted or faithful girlfriends who has sacrificed money, family and time for sake of her boyfriend. Some women admit they embark upon affairs only after their boyfriends confessed or were caught in their own indiscretions. For these women revenge is the sweetest when they keep it to themselves. Researcher Dr.Berry tells of their client was so angry when she discovered that her partner was having affairs that immediately she bought an expensive diamond ring and ask for him to pay for it.

Women also lack of self esteem and they are emotionally needy and they sometime seek guys outside the relationship to confirm that they are okay, beautiful, desirable, sexy, somebody loves them for real women rather than waiting their boyfriends message or phone calls. Sometimes the guy never bring her out for a movies, hardly to talk and show little interest on her job, desires and dream.

Not only that , girls feel very low when the boys are neglected them on emotional or physical way. So the girls will bear in mind that she was not deserved to have boyfriend in her life. If the boys are very attractive and handsome and the girls cannot follow him up, she eventually believe that her boyfriends having affairs with others beautiful girls. From their instinct, they had to make a move before it will be too late for her to save her relationship. By that, they will try to look up a new spare guy to make her self esteem to constantly increase

There were a research that show that, 40% women cheat and incidence of female infidelity has doubled in last 36 years .So, it shows that even the female population increase each year, they still can involved in infidelity . The guys should be alert with the sudden changes of their partner and they have to be careful. They had to figure out how to tackle their problem and have a communication in their relationship. The guys had to become more up to date with the girls problem and should give them a time to be together.

my day....

i want someone that could understand me and accept me

i want somebody that could be there for me when im in trouble

i want my life changes from the bad to the good

i hope i can have somebody that could be the one whom can advise or change me

i hope there is someone out there which was good hearted and honest